First entry

What can i say, first entry. Starting off is always difficult, or so I heard. Here goes.

I have a new partner called gym. We met up a couple of days ago and I think we're going to go steady, given that I've already invested a sum of money into our relationship. Sometimes i ask myself was it really necessary to commit to gym? All the other times i congratulate myself for taking that first step towards a better me. It must be a mental thing but when i look into the mirror now, I think I look somewhat trimmer than before I joined gym.

In uni this semester, i've taken up french 1, japanese 5 and comparative social change. French is the first European language other than english that i've attempted to learn, and so far, its impossible to get the mouth formations and nasal noises to produce the correct pronunciations.
Being placed in Jap 5 is also a big bum. Apparently i am qualified for it since i did japanese extension for my hsc, but my instincts and brain tells me otherwise. Now i wish i truly had spent the time to learn the language properly instead of preparing for exams according to the syllabus. No more learning by rote, and hopefully i'll still pass with flying colours, fingers crossed.

To be honest, i was lookin forward to taking comparative social change, thinking the subject would allow me to initiate intelligent conversation and make me sound smart. First and second tutorial has piled my brain cells up with loads of new terminology that a young, so called intelligent person like me should be aware of; if i had paid any attention to what happens around me and the world. Unfortunately, up until now i've immersed myself in historical romances which only depress me further, knowing my own love life is and i dare say will never be as good as the bestsellers. So why do i continue reading?


Last year, i had no social life at university whatsoever. I basically went to uni, went home, sat on the computer with the hours flying by, and never actually got anywhere in life. Heck, i even skipped more than half of my lessons. Surprising how i managed to pass, and even get a couple of distinctions. I wish i had gotten hDs but even if i did, i never would have felt like i deserved them.


Hopefully my dear blog will track my attempt to improve myself as a person, provided i am consistent of course.